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Vector Hyllus ([personal profile] killikambassador) wrote in [community profile] boxofmisfits2019-07-16 08:44 pm

Cipher Nine and the Ambassador

It had been quite the adventure, but most of the crew had decided to go their separate ways. Kaliyo had left to pursue more bounties, Dr. Lokin had returned to his work, Ensign Temple had gone back to Hoth, and Scorpio hadn't felt like sticking around and hadn't told them where she was going. Only Vector had chosen to stay with the Agent. He could have returned to Alderaan, but he honestly couldn't imagine being anywhere but at Aden's side. He truly felt at home with the Agent. The hive would always be with him, no matter where he went or how far he was from them, and therefor there was no obligation to go back to his home planet.

The Agent gave him something more. Something the hive could not.

Vector found the ship to be oddly quiet without the others. He missed some of the conversations he'd had with the others. Dr. Lokin had some interesting things to say about culture and art. He roamed the ship, finding it awfully big for just two people and a droid.

He sat down on the couch, datapad in hand, to do some reading, even as his mind wasn't entirely focused on what he was reading.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-17 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
It felt almost like being back at the beginning of what he could only call quite a trip, with the ship as big and empty as it was now, silent without everyone. Without Kaliyo, mostly, as she'd been louder than anyone else, and at any hour, as well. It was a miracle that any of them had gotten any sleep with her aboard. When she'd left, she'd said she'd be back eventually.

"Just you and the bug boy? You're gonna go crazy, agent, and I'm not entirely convinced you're not halfway there already."

He'd told her that she in fact did not need to ever come back and that she would not be missed. Aden didn't regret those bitter words upon parting ways, nor did he regret threatening to flush her out of an airlock, should she inconvenience him from ever so far away. He certainly had the connections to be able to make that promise.

The silence was something that needed adjusting to, but his blood pressure was rather grateful for it.

Work was never done, of course. Disconnected as they were from the Empire's intelligence operations, there were still certain requirements that needed to be met. That had been the deal, and a little work for a lot of peace and quiet was more than a good enough deal for him.

He was coming out of one such period of a little work, having locked himself away in the Phantom's conference room for quite a few hours chasing leads over the holonet.

The realization that getting up to stretch his legs would be a good idea only popped into his mind when he realized that his eyes were hurting from the intense focus.

Vector's presence had him startling ever so slightly when he stepped out, breath hitching briefly, before he sighed, and smiled- a small smile as per usual, but a smile none-the-less. He was glad that Vector had chosen to stay. His company was ever soothing, and despite being used to being alone, he was happy that Vector was there. With him.

"You don't seem to be entirely focused on your reading, Vector. Anything in particular on your mind?"
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-17 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
"All part of the excitement, isn't it? The unknown. At least we're the ones choosing the path this time around."

No one steering them toward one objective or another. Or yanking his chain and steering the entire crew into trouble. That had been the worst part- the danger his companions had been in through it all. The rage he'd been filled with, the hatred toward Ardun Kothe, and then toward Hunter especially... If anything had happened to... Well, anyone except Kaliyo and Scorpio. But Vector in particular...

Well, it was best not to dwell on what could have been, and he had personally seen to it that Ardun Kothe and Hunter were left as only memories. Nightmares. Unable to hurt anyone, any more.

Still, as it was now... Choosing where to go, how long to stay. Work was work, but in-between? There were certainly sights worth seeing, out there. Places to go, people to meet. Adventures of their own design rather than anyone else's.

"Lonely?" He questioned, arching a brow, "Vector, you're the most pleasant company anyone could possibly ask for. The idea of being lonely with just us... It's the furthest thing from my mind."
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-17 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
"I imagine most of them are only a holocall away, should we have need of them."

By which he meant backup, if there was trouble on the horizon. Aden was serious, when he said that Vector was the most pleasant company he could ask for. The thought that he might become lonely hadn't even crossed his mind, before Vector brought it up.

"You don't have to worry about me, Vector. Certainly not to the point where it distracts you from your reading."

He offered a slight smile, reaching to gently pat the other man's cheek- playful, friendly. Fond, even. It certainly wasn't something he did with many others, much preferring to keep his distance, to not touch. "If anything, I think you're the one who'll end up missing- well, a few of the others, at least."

Certainly not Kaliyo, or Scorpio. Those two were in a league of their own so far as unsettling went. But Doctor Lokin at least. The two had seemed to get along well.

"... Still, thank you. For sticking with a man who might just be in the running for the title of Galaxy's Angriest Chiss."

Not entirely accurate, of course. Anger played a very small part in the aggression that sometimes guided his hand. Still it was a decent enough joke to alleviate the... Well, he didn't know what to call the mood that Vector's sincerity had evoked. Something that made his heart rate quicken, at least.

He doubted that was intentional.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-17 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
That sounded like something, certainly. More than feelings of friendship, at least. But surely Vector didn't mean it like that. So far as Aden knew, Vector had never made any indication that he wanted something more. And he wasn't particularly dense about such things.

At least he didn't think he was.

Of course it wasn't something they'd particularly discussed. It had never occurred to Aden to ask Vector about his sexuality and there was no particular conversation where that question could have sounded natural, and not like he was prying into business that wasn't his.

He tilted his head as he looked at the other man, a bit of a puzzled expression on his face.

Had Vector assumed the same? Simply thought that there was no fitting time to ask?

Or perhaps just assumed that he wasn't into men, perhaps. Aden's flings tended to be women and he'd had more than just a few.

"Has anyone ever told you you've got a lousy taste in men?" He asked, tone teasing, and brows raising ever so slightly to match his playful tone, "Tall, dark, and handsome seems to be the standard that people find to be a distraction. Certainly not whatever descriptor fits me."

A slight bit of a joke, but also a not quite subtle way of asking without simply asking outright. This could very well be lack-of-Kaliyo-making-a-ruckus jitters, for all he knew. The lack of noise giving them both way too much time for introspection.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-18 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Lack-of-Kaliyo-making-a-ruckus jitters it was apparently not. This had passed into being flirtation now, he was sure of that much. And Vector didn't seem to be shying away, or bothered, by that fact. If the way he was looking at him was any indicator, it seemed that he found the idea intriguing.

A faint flush rose to Aden's cheeks, and he crossed his arms and averted his gaze, raising his shoulders ever so slightly. He wasn't feeling defensive so much as... Something else. Being seen blushing as though he was a child with a crush was humiliating, but he couldn't exactly help that.

Romantic or friendly, Vector meant more to him than any of his other companions, and more than any of his flings put together.

Caring that much for a person that was not himself was already terrifying enough. If they were to be more, and something happened... But still. The feelings were already there.

"I ought to say you'd better get your eyes checked but... Wouldn't want to give you the wrong idea."

The wrong idea being that he was rejecting this development. The truth was quite the opposite, after all.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-18 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
"The wrong idea would be that our connection doesn't go beyond friendship. I didn't want to say to get your eyes checked in a way that seemed like I was rejecting you."

Honesty. Sincerity. Not concepts he was entirely familiar with. A lack of connection, secrets. Those were an agent's key to survival. Even now that the situation had changed, no shadowy Cabal breathing down their necks, no Imperial Intelligence, no Sith waiting in the wings ready to strike him dead for some imagined slight or another... Well, habits were hard to break.

Still, for Vector's sake, he was willing to try.

"I care about you, Vector. As more than merely a friend."

Vector was special. Aden cared about the others too- Lokin, Raina. Not Kaliyo or Scorpio, admittedly, but he doubted either of them really cared. But Vector... Vector made Aden want to be a better person. Half the time, whether he knew it or not, Vector served as Aden's moral compass. The people who owed their very life to Vector's presence was well into the double digits by now.

"I'm just surprised that you seem to feel the same as I do. I... Well, you never gave any indication before this that that might be something you'd be interested in. And I never thought it to be my place to inquire whether or not you're into men."
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-19 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, many things happening wasn't exactly false. At one point it had felt like they'd only just gotten themselves out of one mess only to step right into the next. He didn't think there was any time he'd been particularly distressed though. Of course he was a fairly poor judge of his own moods most of the time, responding to violence with violence, sometimes in excess. He had always been rather volatile, especially when hurt or even just threatened. Changing that habit was... Something he was working on.

He supposed it made Vector the better judge though- more easily able to see when he was genuinely distressed or not.

"I guess you're not wrong-" He said, looking thoughtful, "Still... I would have made an effort to make sure there was the right time for romance, had I known."

How often had he disappeared off with a fling, too. Vector didn't strike him as the jealous type, but he knew that he wouldn't have been able to watch someone he liked wander off with someone else (or multiple someones, even) without at least feeling a little bitter and also maybe feeling like putting poison in said someone else's drink.

He wouldn't, of course. But he'd feel like doing it.

No real use in dwelling in the past though, he supposed. After all, they were being open about their feelings now. And there was just them and the droid. Being open about these feelings without a certain someone there to make a fuss about it was probably better.

He smiled then, looking up into Vector's eyes as he reached to put a hand on his cheek, gently brushing his thumb over his skin, "But I suppose there is no time like the present?"

If being more than his friend was something Vector wanted now... Aden would be more than happy to oblige. If he merely wanted the feelings out in the open... He could live with that too. He just wanted Vector to be happy, that was all. It was why he was trying to be careful- to not push. Vector's happiness was more important to him than his own- and it wasn't often Aden felt that way about a person.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-19 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
He made an ever so slight noise, when Vector's lips touched his- a soft almost whine, entirely pleased and- humiliating, really. What was he, some sort of affection-starved teenager? He should have outgrown that long ago. Still, to finally be doing this felt almost like a dream. Like he'd wake up, find that the ship was indeed still filled with all his companions, and that all this was the result of Kaliyo spiking the caf with something or other.

Or maybe that he'd been in a coma and had in fact been dreaming for a long time, in which case, what was wrong with him that it had taken him so long to dream this scenario up.

He made a mental note to pinch himself at the earliest convenience, but for now was all too happy to close his eyes and lean into the kiss, free hand moving to grasp Vector's shoulder lightly, while the hand on his cheek moved, fingers sliding into his dark hair, coming to rest at the back of his head- holding onto his hair lightly, as an indication that he didn't want him pulling away yet, but still light enough that he could should he wish to.

If this was a dream, then he didn't want to wake up.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-20 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
His last fling hadn't been that long ago- recent enough that he shouldn't be feeling like this from something so small, like he hadn't been touched in ages, like he was starved for it, a shudder working its way down his spine as Vector pulled him closer, fingers tightening their grip on his shoulder, all to eager to deepen the kiss.

His heart had to be near beating out his chest, this was different. Calling it exhilarating came close. Before he might have disregarded it, even laughed, if someone had suggested that kissing someone you were genuinely in love with, being close to them, felt different from kissing someone random, a one-night stand. Now though? He believed it.

Vector's scent, his heat, the way that low moan had sounded... Did he even have a clue what he was doing to him?

With some hesitation, he pulled back- needed to catch his breath, and while he was doing so tilted his head to nuzzle along the other man's jaw, "What are you doing to me, hm, Vector? Making me lose my composure so easily..."

His voice was a low, seductive purr. He did not sound like he minded one bit, and he certainly didn't, either. Quite the opposite- he loved it.

"Our first kiss, our first time so close... And already I don't ever want to part from you."

Sappy? Sure. But with how long they'd both kept these feelings pent up, he couldn't help it.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-21 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
Had anyone else been around to hear, he would be embarrassed. Aden was many things- sarcastic, standoffish, rather volatile even at the best of times. Individualistic, definitely. While he certainly could be merciful and even kind, it wouldn't be most people's first choice in describing him. But with Vector... Vector made him want to be a better person. Aden couldn't say that about anyone else.

So even if being openly loving was rather embarrassing when he was so used to being prickly, Vector was the only one deserving of seeing this side of him. Loving, affectionate, and open about how he was feeling and the love he felt.

"Now and forever... I like the sound of that," He said, looking up at him with a genuine smile, and with genuine affection, and he reached to put his hand over Vector's, "I feel the same. Yours, now and forever. Only yours."

Sleeping around was something that might have just seemed like a quirk of Aden's being. On every planet, and on nearly every mission, he'd ended up in someone's bed, come slinking back to the crew afterwards... But now? Now he had Vector and he was happy to be only his. He didn't need anyone else.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-23 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
Love was a strange concept. Not one he was particularly familiar with, either. As a child, familial love had been a foreign thing- parents competent enough, but hardly the openly loving sort. They'd seen him to adulthood and then Aden had set out on his own- away from the Ascendancy to be someone who was of use, and he had been alone.

Humans, he found, were worse than he could ever have imagined. They said Chiss eyes were eerie, cold, but nothing came close to the hatred he saw in those humans he easily ran circles around. As time passed, he became closed off- he began to put his own needs first, became individualistic, and the notion of love got put in a box and kicked into the back of the closet to gather dust. The closest he'd come were his affairs, but they were always just physical. A comfort, more than anything else.

The person he'd been when he first met Vector was so much more cynical than the person he was now.

Back then Aden had found the other man to be somewhat of a curiosity- not so much what he was as how he was. Charming and charismatic- perfect for a diplomat, but beneath that he was truly kind. It had been the first time in a long time that Aden had looked up to another person in more than just a physical sense. Kindness was something Aden had come to see as a weakness, despite being capable of it, but Vector... Vector was good at making it seem like a strength.

Vector had become a friend before he knew it, a form of love. Then Aden had started feeling something more- attraction had always been present, Aden wasn't blind, but... The nature of the love he felt had changed. He'd thought he couldn't have it, and had buried himself in work and distracted himself with affairs and at points, the frustration he'd felt had made him want to scream as love decided to stick around, grow stronger, rather than diminish over time.

And now here he was. In the arms of the man he loved so much he could scream declarations of it from the tallest building in Kaas City.

Sappy. Better to keep that particular fact under wraps. He still had somewhat of an image to maintain, best to not let Vector know that he was, in fact, an idiot.

As for Vector's question..., "I... Have I ever given you any indication that I mind?"

He didn't think he had. Their relationship had been friendly rather than romantic, but still.

"I love you, Vector. I have for some time now. So yes, I would have you, knowing what you are, knowing you're tied to something larger than yourself. If you thought I'd come into this with a list of terms and conditions, then I might start to wonder if you've taken relationship advice from Kaliyo."

Despite the jovial nature of his statement, he was serious- he loved him. All of him, as he was.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-24 11:31 am (UTC)(link)
Well, it wasn't like he didn't understand having insecurities. He had plenty himself, after all. About his height, certainly, being rather short for an adult of... Nearly every species, really. But also about his species itself, given how so many Imperials had issues with anyone who wasn't human. Having been alone and having lived so long among humans, there were certain insecurities that had come along with that, that he certainly didn't have before.

He didn't really speak of these insecurities, of course. He never saw the need to, and before she'd proven herself completely untrustworthy, his only friend had been Kaliyo. And even back then, he'd known he'd only been laughed at if he tried to hold a mature conversation with her. That was the sort of person Kaliyo was, after all.

But his own insecurities seemed unimportant, now.

The way Vector looked at him made Aden feel wanted, as he was. Vertically challenged, blue, and all. It was a fantastic feeling.

The way he tightened his arms around him made him smile, loving how right it felt to be held by him, and as Vector leaned down to kiss him again, he was more than happy to lean up to meet the kiss, eyes closing as he wrapped both arms around his neck to keep him close, moving a hand to rest at the back of his head. He was in no hurry to pull away and if any pressing business decided to rear its ugly head, then even that would have to wait.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-07-27 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
That soft moan was a wonderful sound, sending a little shiver down his spine, and a soft little noise of pleasure escaped him as well, taking the way Vector's hand rested at the small of his back as encouragement to press closer to him, to curl his fingers into Vector's hair, a somewhat tight grip though careful not to pull- he liked having his hair pulled, but knew from experience that not everyone enjoyed the slight sting of pain.

The soft whine that escaped him when Vector pulled away from the kiss would have been humiliating around any other partner. Aden very rarely pleaded, but the whine was nearly like a wordless plea to kiss him again, though he didn't pursue- letting Vector set the pace for the most part.

His question came as a bit of a surprise, however- a very obvious and striking flush rising to his cheeks. How it was that this man and this man alone could make him feel like this, he didn't know, but he wasn't complaining.

"I think the normal progression of a relationship is to go on a date first, you know," His words were entirely playful, and so was his tone, for the most part, though his voice had dropped to a seductive pitch that more than said that he absolutely wished it. There was nothing at all he wanted more, in fact.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-08-04 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
That ever so slightly snarky tone made him smile, and he couldn't help but let out a little huff of laughter- Vector already sounded so charming to him, that voice that Aden could listen to for hours, the lilting tone that no sane person could ever tire of. With that added bit of snark, how could he ever be anything but utterly spellbound?

However spellbound he was though, he couldn't help but raise his brows- "I--"

A first time together being one that should be remembered was something of a... Well, he supposed he understood the sentiment behind it. It was just that while flings were common for him, proper relationships were an utter mystery. His very first time and indeed many times after that were fragmented, barely remembered blurs, as he was usually so drunk by that point that he could barely remember his own name, much less anything else.

Vector had probably seen Aden in at least part of that state before, though Kaliyo had usually been the one dragging Aden back at the end of the day.

"Of course," He said, a second later, his flush deepening, embarrassed by his initial hesitation. Still he pushed through any awkwardness to lean up and kiss the corner of his lips, "Don't keep me waiting too long, though. I think we've both had about enough of waiting, hm?"
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-08-15 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Waiting was very nearly like torture. Every second felt like a minute, every minute like an hour. A bit melodramatic, perhaps, but it was how he felt.

So Aden paced around. Tidied anything he felt that needed tidying- like the droid didn't clean and tidy enough, so that there was almost never anything that needed to be done. He went to check himself in the mirror and fussed over his appearance. Then it was back to pacing.

He considered making himself a drink, and then decided against it- wanting to be fully present.

When Vector finally called for him, it took a lot of effort to not sprint to join him, though his pace was definitely hurried- though he paused as he reached the door, hesitating when he saw his eyes- their color was beautiful, but-

"Vector?"
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-08-20 01:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Privacy was... Well and fine, he supposed. But not having it didn't bother him either- at least, not nearly as much as Vector might have thought.

He moved over to him, reaching to gently take a hold of his hands to keep him from fidgeting, leaning up to press a kiss to the corner of his lips, "Vector, what matters most to me is that you're comfortable. If suppressing your connection makes you uncomfortable, then I'd prefer if you didn't do that."

Vector was too good for his own good. Too kind, Aden thought, for the sort of world they all lived in. And certainly too good for him, though Aden was working on being better- someone more deserving of Vector's friendship, and now his love as well.

Vector made him want to be someone kinder. And Aden couldn't say that about anyone else.

So he truly wanted Vector to do whatever felt most comfortable to him.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-09-30 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
It was a question that needed no answer- it already had been, after all. Aden accepted all of Vector- now, as he always had. The change in the nature of their relationship wouldn't suddenly make him wish Vector was different. Wouldn't make him seek to make Vector deny a part of his very being- after all, so far as Aden was concerned, Vector could no more stop being a Joiner and Dawn Herald than he could stop being Chiss.

To ask him to deny that part of himself during such moment, or to wish to change him, that would be cruelty.

Aden loved him- as he was. He always had. Ever since he'd first laid eyes on him on Alderaan, he'd felt drawn to him.

And now here they were- finally together, "We shall-" He replied, softly, a pleased little sigh escaping him as Vector's lips brushed his neck, head tilting back as a shudder ran through him. Even just this was somehow almost intoxicating- he couldn't help but press his body closer to Vector's, arms wrapping around him, slipping beneath his clothes to trace his fingertips along his back, trailing lightly up along his spine.

If it was like this for him, he certainly hoped that it was the same for Vector. He hoped to see the other man lose his composure entirely, before the night was over.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-10-11 12:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"Impatient," He purred, teasingly, a slight smile playing on his lips. Even though he said that, he wasn't exactly any different, watching the other man intently, stepping closer to lean up and peck his lips, before moving back again to grant his beloved his wish, undoing the fastenings of his shirt, eyes locked on Vector's.

There was a deliberate slowness to his actions, taking his time, even if he was just as impatient- there was a greater part of him still who was a tease.

After all, he was nothing if not playful, in all things. Even this.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-10-11 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"Only longed?" He asked, unable to suppress a slight shiver as the other man moved to slide his shirt off, delightfully forward, and delightfully impatient. He liked that, after all. It was so different from how he usually was, and Aden adored it.

"Not fantasized about it?"

Still with the teasing- he couldn't help himself, even as he shuddered as Vector's lips trailed along his neck and shoulder, breath hitching slightly, another soft noise of complaint escaping him as Vector stepped back, though it was gone in a second, those intense red eyes watching with interest as he slid his shirt off.

"You're far more lovely than I am," He said, stepping closer again to lean up as though to kiss him, only to tilt his head slightly to the side to kiss the corner of his mouth, before trailing those gentle kisses along his jaw, "A more lovely man than you does not exist."
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-10-26 09:41 am (UTC)(link)
Aden had had things he meant to say- he'd meant to ask what type of fantasies Vector had had about him, and he had meant to call him sappy for likening his skin to the night sky, his eyes to gems. Seeing him sinking down to his knees in front of him however, anything he'd meant to say slipped his mind.

He hissed a soft curse, fairly certain that this sight was akin to a religious experience.

"You're going to drive me insane at this rate, you know that, right?" He asked, voice soft and breathy as he reached to run his fingers through Vector's dark hair.
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[personal profile] stabgremlin 2019-11-05 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
His breath hitched, that soft purr sending a shiver up his spine. Just that voice alone could be the end of him. When Vector ran his lips along his cock, such a light, teasing touch, he cursed under his breath in Cheuhn, running his fingers through the other man's hair again.

"Vector," He uttered softly, voice almost the normal sultry one, though it had an unusual impatience to it, more a desperate little plea than anything else, however much he tried to keep it under control.

He had teased the Joiner about being impatient, but it seemed he was hardly any better himself.